CR Chart - El Nysa

[meinwaifu]

♚ Profiles ♚

❝In heaven, all the interesting people are missing.❞ Amaimon crunchcrunch Blue Exorcist ★★★★☆ ♫ I Love My Life - Robbie Williams King of Earth. Favorite little brother. We've been apart for what feels like like far too long... am I a stranger to him now? The only one of my siblings to actually enjoy my company. It's been far too long since we've spent any time together, and I know now just how much my time here on El Nysa has changed me. I see it in the look in his eyes whenever I say something he finds curious. But he doesn't ask me about it. I don't know why that surprises me... have I grown so used to sharing my feelings that being with someone who accepts them at face value is shocking to me now? I can only hope that my experiences here will allow me to spare him the same crisis I suffered when I realized just how much I lost to the Storm. I feel as though it would pain be greatly to see him in such a state. ❝Whatever is done for love always occurs beyond good and evil.❞ Mipha fisherwife Legend of Zelda ♥♥♥♥♥ ♫ I'm Yours - Alessia Cara Kind Zora Princess. Healer. Accepts me for who and what I am. My greatest source of happiness in this world. I've finally come to realize what this feeling in my chest is whenever I see her face. It's frightening, in a way. I don't know what these feelings will bring, nor what I may become because of them. Will I hurt her someday? Will I hurt myself? Will I turn my back on everything that I am and everything that I've lived until now? But I have faith in her. She assured me that if I ever stumbled, she would be there to set me back on the right path. It's a path I'm still figuring out, but... if it means I can stay by her side, I would do anything to follow that path. Still... what can I do for her? What can I truly offer? I'm not the same demon I used to be. I'm weak. I don't even know if I'm truly immortal or not. Whether I'll be able to give her what she wants, what she needs, what she deserves... ah, even now now I feel it. Is this obsession? Or could it really be...? ❝It is the most sensual men who need to flee women and torment their bodies.❞ Reign Fear eaudevamp Blood Bank ★★★★☆ ♫ I Want It All - Karmin Masochistic vampire. An important friend. Perhaps a bit too sexually compatible. It's unlike me to find myself blindsided by my own personal relationships, but I can't say I expected to grow as close to Reign as I have. He drew me out of the fog when my mind was lost to me, bringing me great comfort in what I believed at the time would have been my final moments. But this is the danger in allowing what was once a simple bedroom playmate into my heart. As much as I enjoy our present relationship, I worry what may happen if he begins to desire more than I can give... or if I desire more than I can rightfully take. ❝The demand to be loved is the greatest of all arrogant presumptions.❞ Slaine Troyard terrantrash Aldnoah.zero ★★★☆☆ ♫ Hey Brother - Avicii Troubled young man. The last connection I have to Miss Yona. An unexpected friend. Never before has my opinion of a person flipped so drastically as it has with Slaine. Despite knowing who and I am, he continues to treat me the same as he always has. He neither spurned me away, nor looked upon me with fear. And when I was at my most vulnerable, he even approached me of his own accord, despite knowing what I've done to those he loves. I don't think he understands the weight of just how much that means to me. But there's more than just that. I don't know how I never saw it before, but that look in his eyes... they're the same as Lucifer's, that day he finally gave up. I couldn't save my brother. But if it is at all possible... I'd like to try my hand at saving Slaine. ❝To live is to suffer, to survive is to find some meaning in the suffering.❞ Chuuya Nakahara thetaintedsorrow Bungo Stray Dogs ♥♥♥♥♥ ♫ Type - Tedrick Hall A small firecracker. The first human I've ever taken as a familiar. Under a contract in which I cannot lie to him. I can't tell whether it's more fun sleeping with Mr. Nakahara or pissing him off, but I think a mark of a good night is when both come to pass. I feel as though the more I learn about his past, the more I want to know. It's fascinating to me, to find someone who is both so very familiar and yet so very mysterious... Of course, as much as I can't deny that my desire to learn more about Arahabaki and this "corruption" ability is widely for my own benefit, there is a part of me that genuinely would like to see Chuuya overcome that which holds him down. The fear of what his ability may cause him to do someday, of being consumed by it... if I could remove that obstacle from his life, just how far could he go? I don't yet know what may come of this strange little union we've forged. But I meant every word I said to him that day... ah, I really have grown soft, haven't I? ❝Character is determined more by the lack of certain experiences than by those one has had.❞ Diva colorature Blood+ ★★☆☆☆ ♫ Rosenrot - Rammstein Precious abomination. More innocent than one might assume. A useful pawn. There's still much left to learn about Miss Diva, but I can already tell she's a bit wary of me. Still, I believe there may be some merit in securing her trust to some degree. I can't deny there's something rather charming about her, and it's rather nostalgic to speak with a being who bears so much in common with my fellow demonkind. ❝Is life not a thousand times too short for us to bore ourselves?❞ Prompto Argentum punshots Final Fantasy XV ★★☆☆☆ ♫ I Can't Decide - Scissor Sisters A fool. Easily manipulated. Thinks I am a rather rude wizard named Faust. I think I've had a little too much fun teasing Mr. Prompto. He gives exactly the reactions I'm looking for, and has already proven himself to be somewhat useful on at least one occassion. I don't know whether there's any benefit in keeping an eye on him, but one can never have too many pieces on the board. ❝He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.❞ Urbosa thunderblight Legend of Zelda ★★☆☆☆ ♫ Sexy Danger. One of Mipha's dear friends. Will almost definitely kick my ass at some point. ❝There are no moral phenomena at all, but only a moral interpretation of phenomena.❞ Percy Jackson phykios Percy Jackson & the Olympians ★☆☆☆☆ ♫ Mipha's roommate. Not very fond of me. But that's fair. ❝There is always some madness in love.❞ Ryoko Hakubi devilcalling Tenchu Muyo! OVA ★★☆☆☆ ♫ 90s waifu. Fellow manga enthusiast. Totally Amaimon's girlfriend. ❝Anyone who has declared one to be an idiot is annoyed when it turns out in the end that he isn't.❞ Sidon sharklicious Legend of Zelda ★☆☆☆☆ ♫ Mipha's younger brother. A whole lot of shark man. A little dumb, but not uninteresting. ❝The true man wants two things: danger and play. For that reason he wants woman, as the most dangerous plaything.❞ Princess Yona dawnblushed Yona of the Dawn ✘✘✘✘☆ ♫ Crying For No Reason - Katy B Strong-willed princess. Discovered my true identity and rightfully spurned me away. Victim of the biggest mistake I've made since arriving on El Nysa. I have always considered myself a demon of few regrets. I've lived how I wanted, and never put any consideration to the personal thoughts and feelings of those around me. Of course, it's only now that I've started to appreciate the importance of such things that I've lost one of the people most precious to me. Someone who's approval I craved far more than I realized, until it was too late. I want to believe that this is for the best. After everything I've done and the lies I've spun, I no longer deserve a place by her side. It's just as I told her... the game is over. I've lost. And perhaps the best reward I can give her is a target for all that anger and hurt she holds against me. Or am I simply being more selfish? The truth is, I would rather have her continue to hate me forever than simply forget about me... but I suppose that's not a feeling I can expect humans to understand. ❝Without music, life would be a mistake.❞ You Watanabe ayes Love Live! ★★☆☆☆ ♫ Japanese idol. Straight outta anime. Probably a little afraid of me now. ❝Convictions are more dangerous foes of truth than lies.❞ Reinhardt Wilhelm panzersoldat Overwatch ★★☆☆☆ ♫ Wenn du tanzt - Von Wegen Lisbeth Big German Mood. An honorable knight who may be too honorable for his own good. Believes I am an exorcist named Faust. What a kind, pleasant man. It's rather funny, really! He has all the bull-headed conviction of Angel, but not a trace of his poor attitude... I think I like this version much more! I've forgotten how nice it is to speak in my native tongue-- ah, or as close to one as I can hope to get. I wonder if Faust-kun appreciates it? ❝Talking much about oneself can also be a means to conceal oneself.❞ Kale kaleorbekaled Dragonball Super ★★☆☆☆ ♫ The Impression That I Get - The Mighty Mighty Bosstones Friendly young woman. Thinks I am a wizard named Faust. Self-esteem issues, hoo boy. I still know very little about Miss Kale, but I know enough to know that there's far more to her than meets the eye. I played a bit of a trick on her the first time we met, but I still think she's rather fond of me. I don't know what could come of it, but better to have more potential pawns than none. ❝Some are made modest by great praise, others insolent.❞ Jae-ha - STASIS razzledazzles Yona of the Dawn ★★★★★ ♫ I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace Danger leg. Complete masochist. One of the few who knows my true nature. Received dragon blood and a fraction of his human heart via a Volkkran Pact. Kinda married. "A beautiful monster who sails through the skies"... rather accurate, really. Fun to tease and even more fun to play with, he made for an interesting way to pass the time... or at least, while he was here, he did. No other human can claim to have grown as close to me as Jae-ha, even in all my years in Assiah. I took a gamble with him, allowing myself to open my heart far more than I ever had before with a human -- or anyone, for that matter. And as much as I may have convinced myself that it was all for the sake of testing the upper limits of the Volkkran pact, I know better. I know there is little sense in mourning the living, and yet I cannot help but feel this strange sense of emptiness that continues to persist in his absence. I suppose I should be grateful. Thanks to him, I've learned something new. But was it worth it? ❝The most common lie is that which one lies to himself. Lying to others is relatively an exception.❞ Renzou Shima - STASIS worldlyafflictions Blue Exorcist ★★★★☆ ♫ Afraid - The Neighborhood Former Exwire and double spy working with the Illuminati, currently under a contract of mutual alliance under which I must come to his aid whenever he asks of it and is in trouble. Friends...??? Of all the allies who could have woken up first, I can't help but feel grateful that Shima was among them. Despite the vastly different setting, he's no less interesting to me than he was before. And I have to admit, it's rather nice having someone around with whom I don't have to hold back my less savory side. Ah, but to think I actually took a bullet for him... that's simply too much! It's downright embarrassing! I knew I should have offered something more interesting than useful. Still, I don't regret making him my ally. Perhaps when he wakes up, I'll be a bit more settled here in this world. At the very least, I'd like to be a position to return the favor for everything he did for me. I wonder if he ever realized just how much of a difference he made... I suppose it doesn't matter now. ❝He who fights with monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. ❞ Rin Okumura - STASIS demonly Blue Exorcist ★★★★☆ ♫ Breath - Breaking Benjamin Child of Satan and aspiring Exorcist. Most essential pawn. Annoying little brother. Working off a debt to me as my errand boy. It's interesting now to look back and see the difference in how I treated Okumura-kun while he was here, and how I treated him back home. Back then, he was merely a pawn in my schemes -- but no less important to me than he was here, where I simply saw him as a brother and the son of my dear old friend. Perhaps with a little more time, things might have truly begun to change between us. In any case, I suppose I'll see him the next time he wakes up. ❝Woman was God's second mistake.❞ Shura Kirigakure - STASIS exaomori Blue Exorcist ★★★☆☆ ♫ She Sets the City on Fire - Gavin DeGraw Beautiful and dangerous. Comes from a timeline in the near future. Somehow, one of my most vital allies. I don't quite know how to feel about Shura anymore. Though I can still say quite confidently that she hates me, and that it would be for the best that our relationship retain some level of antagonism, I also can't deny that she has become more of my strongest allies in this world. I have stumbled far more times than I can count by now, and yet every time, whenever she is able, Shura has been there to help me back up. As much as her words insist otherwise, her actions have always spoken far louder. I need to be careful. If I were to allow myself to see her as more than simply an ally, I can't exactly see any good coming from it for either of us. If it is easier for her to hate me, than I'll just have to make sure not to give her a reason to doubt that hatred. ❝All truth is simple... is that not doubly a lie?❞ Izumo Kamiki - STASIS polkabrows Blue Exorcist ★★★☆☆ ♫ Powder Snow - Remioromen Former Exwire, currently under a contract of mutual alliance under which I cannot lie to her. Suddenly returned to stasis without warning. A charming young woman, and one of my former students. We had arranged to become allies on the condition that I could not lie to her under any circumstances. I had hoped to see how she might have taken such an agreement to her advantage, but... then she suddenly returned to stasis. Supposedly the storm is once again to blame, though I can't help but wonder if our lovely overlords aren't hiding something from us. But perhaps it's for the best.

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