It’s not like I know what love is supposed to feel like either.
[What he’d felt for Dazai had been the closest thing to romantic love that Chuuya has ever experienced...before now, that is. There’s no convenient manual on how to love or be loved, unfortunately, so Chuuya is pretty much running blind here.
He also knows that whatever exists between Mephisto and Mipha is special, and he wouldn’t want to get in the way of that. But...well. He’s only human, and humans can be rather selfish creatures, so the hope that maybe one day Mephisto might feel the same way about him still lingers.]
...I’ll understand if you want to spend the rest of the day alone.
[This isn’t as awkward as he thought it might be, but he also isn’t sure how to feel. The fact that he hasn’t gotten up yet seems to point to him wanting to stay, though.]
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[What he’d felt for Dazai had been the closest thing to romantic love that Chuuya has ever experienced...before now, that is. There’s no convenient manual on how to love or be loved, unfortunately, so Chuuya is pretty much running blind here.
He also knows that whatever exists between Mephisto and Mipha is special, and he wouldn’t want to get in the way of that. But...well. He’s only human, and humans can be rather selfish creatures, so the hope that maybe one day Mephisto might feel the same way about him still lingers.]
...I’ll understand if you want to spend the rest of the day alone.
[This isn’t as awkward as he thought it might be, but he also isn’t sure how to feel. The fact that he hasn’t gotten up yet seems to point to him wanting to stay, though.]